Jens’ Blog

It’s peculiar, how one can feel so connected to pieces of metal, how one can assign emotions and moods and a character to something that before it was assembled was only scrap. My bike has gone. It’s something I’ve been told most Londoners go through in their lifetime… some even more than once and yes …

And another week of social distancing/ lockdown measures. Another week in which the sun is out and one’s on the phone for hours or on the computer trying to reach out to friends. It’s up and down really, up and down… at the moment I’m personally on an up again and I feel fairly but …

Well I guess there is many answers to that. One can retreat into oneself or latch onto another person. Blame oneself or someone else and there is always a difference between ones own frustration and the frustration of someone one really cares about. I used to write lists, when I felt good I meant as …

Out of a daze I decided today to put on my cosy pyjamas. The one that is a onesie and that looks like a lemur, a ring-tailed one. I connect with the idea of a lemur nowadays. So what did I do? I took my fabulous girlboyfriend to the park where there is lemurs. They …

what happened with pain I ask myself and when does it get better? before lockdown dear me it was possible to live through it, to share it, to make it better by expressing it, but now? what can one do? just swallow and take and give in to spiral thinking and self blame and self …

When I think of Easter then and now I think of towels and PVC shower curtains, how this year we might be sitting on our couches wrapped in coats made of terrycloth, nicely warmed up from the hot shower or bath we just took with our feet up , the telly on and our tea …